I have handed in my notice at my job. I am petrified about moving home to Canada (which will be happening in November). 
I’ve got a lot of mixed emotions going on. I feel like we’ve just settled into our lives here in the UK and now we’re uprooting them to start fresh again.

I’m going to miss so much about this country. It’s bizarre how much you and dislike something but when faced with the thought of leaving it you can’t imagine your life without it.

I have a really difficult time with change and always have done. I know this is the best move for our future but it’s hard to see that when all I can think about is being unemployed and without friends (bar the 3 I’ve got at home right now). 

I suppose this was never going to be easy but I’ll get through it. I’ve got Steve and that’s really all I need. 

xox